after so long, here's something to laugh at.





lmao.

Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it.

screw the damn blog. will update when i feel ike it.

im back! actually back for a few days already but blogging is just not a priority now. oh well christmas is coming. *smiles*.

ok whatever. i'll update when i feel like. till then.

OCIP!!! im offf to CHIANG RAI !!!!

be back in 2 weeks! 16 dec. till then, dun miss me!

wah so long no update. sry been buzy + lazy.

Off to council retreat tmr. wow im so gonna enjoy the fun...

the time has come, to stand for all we believe in...

legend.

was at bishan library, the childrens colletion, reading some TIMEs magzines, when this small boy came and wanted to borrow this small cushion which i wasnt realli using. i agreed and he was happily going to leave with it. when he politely (and innocently) said: "thank you, (short pause) uncle!"



legend.


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i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful, i look young and youthful.

hazard lah. this sucks but im lovin' it.

5 more months. i oso want to ORD!

when looking forward doesn't help very much. im too lazy to pen my feelings. nights.

after some observation, i realised that the best way to identify singaporeanism is by observing ppl's behavior on the 3 public transport.


BUS:

1. seating on the aisle side of the seat, delibrately leaving the inside seat empty yet inacessible
2. standing right smack in the center of the aisle midway during morning rush hour, rufusing to move in nor let ppl thru, yet giving the "why is the bus so squeezy?" look.
3. chit chatting with the bus driver in a desprate attempt to distract his attention from the fact that u cant afford the bus fare.
4. acting like ur blnd so u dun have to pay the fare.
5. mothers insisting that their child are too young thus need not pay.
6. when tapping ur ezlink card once is never enough.


MRT:

1. at the station, a long queue is formd up by ppl waiting to gt their hands on a free copy of 'Today' or 'My Paper'
2. when waiting for train to arrive, delibrately standing at the door so u'll be the first to rush in.
3. leaning on the pole in the train, depriving everyone else of sth to hold on to.
4. standing right at the door when your not alighting anytime soon.
5. pretending to be sleeping when u see a pregnant lady step in.


Taxi:

1. trying to out-queue each other by standing higher up along the road.
2. flagging a cap 100m before a taxi stand.
3. taxi driver charging passengers even the 10 cents that jumped when the vehicle stopped.



thats as much as i can think of now. still proud to be singaporean? i am.

here comes the pain.

see you in J2.

LEGEND.



some things in life can only use the word legend. to describe.




Damn legend.

FOOO!!!! so many days nv type entry. too buzy... though promos are over but there was Open house and now theres dumb OP... zzzz...

aniway, i declare nyoh2006 a SUCCESS!!! wahaha... shiokies. nyjcians had loads of fun, and i hope the guests did too.. this is one of the days i feel exceptionally PROUD of nanyang! wahaha.... N*Y*JC**

ok watched goong till like chapt 14 le. but very hard to squeeze time to watch. and sch comp sux like a vacumm cleaner. hais... but then again, if the earth doesnt suck, we would be floating around the universe. ok whatever.


ok OP dry run tmr. im gonna complain to MOE to screw pw. (and make every college student wear a tie everyday)

LEGEND OH~

open house in like 5 hours... and im like in sch doing PW... zzz stupid WR... heng i got a ultra capable leader who BAO KAR LIAO! now im slacking in the com lab, and doing abit of pw oso larr...


ok ppl PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my open house it is TODAY and it starts at 2PM (ends at 5pm). when u register, please remeber to quote my name as the college is keeping a record of who invite the most ppl to our open house... rmb i am LESTER CHEE from class 0612 okay?? wahaha... the sakae voucher is MINE!!!!


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in a flash, the next batch of amksians have graduated, but the memories of grad 2005 are still vividly in my mind. it doesnt feel like one year at all. this is probably my shortest one year in 17 years of my life... man do i miss the people. i miss cugc and calc. i miss "spicing up our lives" with junny and gang...

i shall quote wanjoo's blog and say "you dont know how it feels to be me..."


well yeah its abit cliche but oh well.. its just another one of those emos days... i SHOULD get over it in a couple of hours...



well at least He knows...

ok now im famous (or at least i perceive myself to be). hoho. big fat face on page 12 of TNP... WHOOO!! ok prob my only chance to ever have the printers rpint my face... ok whatever...


damn legend now im hooked on princess hours... yeah i know.. damn guniang... but..... zzz... have been watching it whole night lah... now i noe why girls can stay up whole nite to watch dvd... zzzzzzz...



ok whole day spent slacking... can i just slack my life away?

CLT CREED

I will be loyal to the Corp, my unit, my officers, peers and juniors.

My rank is an opportunity to serve others and I will carry out my task cheerfully and accomplish them with quality.

No task is too lowly for me.

Leadership to me is a privilege and not a birthright.

I will not abuse my powers and boost my ego at the expense of others.

I will lead by example and shun the bad practices of those who have gone before me.

I will earn the respect and not demand it and I will achieve it through courage, humility, honesty and fairness.

I will place the welfare of my charge above my own. My cadet first always, myself last always.

I will be an outstanding example in my dressing, speech and conduct at all times in and out of my uniform.

I will instruct others using a patient, positive and encouraging but firm approach.

I will expect high standards but it is only because I must first be good at whatever I teach.

I may not be faced with favorable situations, but I will persevere and to the best of my ability because I can make a difference,

Sirs and Madams.





what it meant to me and what it means to me now... what are the values i hold on to?

ok im damn freaking proud to have bought RIVERMAYA'S album like WHOA FINALLY!!!


well thx to jiaying, else i wldnt have realli went to buy it. and it certainly makes up for this shitty feeling in me... tmd....


ok council outing to SHOPPING... wah one of a kind. we were so damn obvious in town... super stand out... so we conqured far east and pacific plaza. the next time it wld be wheelock, wisma and tangs lol... probabaly even more... shopping with jo'an yvonne and jiaying is SCARY!!! zzzz girls....



ok the PSI is LUUUUGEND... nahbbiang and my friend actually thot he contributedlike alot just by buring down bishan park. ok like compare bishan park to a forest in indo. ratio not even 1 : 10^23. ok abit kua zhang but realli just think abt it...



ok, i was guilty to burning down bishan park as well.. insect repellant rocks.

wah legend long never blog... i was almost consumed by exmas... but now, promos are finally OVER!!! history maker or not, we shall see, but im gonna live the next few weeks to the FULLEST. time is really meant to be cherished...


watching moview with kaiwen mich and sop tmr WOOO!!! the feeling is legend..


open house in like 9 days!!! whoo!! people please come ok? got shuttle service from bishan! wee.. and im going back to amk either on mon or tues to sell NY! whoo!! (jac pls take note, it will be recess time). hah. realli miss amk now, miss all the ginna... when training resumes im gonna have some fun! whoo!!!


poor oliver went to poly.. hais... he din even finish promos... hope its gonna be the best for him... another brother gone... hais.....


alrite im pretty tired now already... im sso gonna run every morning. target: 4 kg by LTCamp. =)

sometimes the easiest route is not the best route...

30 Hours marathon studying at central mac ` WHOO!!!... but i need to be MUCH MORE PRODUCTIVE!!!


alrite shall go catch up on lost sleep... (monday exam resumes... zzzz)

think this year's birthday is the most high profile one already.. total received 47 happy birthday msg.. whooo!!! lol...

and thx to del and joycelyn for making my birthday so special... love you guys!



Prime minister's pre-dialogue today at the supreme court. and i actually din know the UFO building was the supreme court. walked all the way around the old one, den realised we were at the wrong place!! oh whatever... anywa met dr faishal and the small discussion group focused on education policies; mainly CIP, multi-culturalism and school discrimination. it was a super productive 1 and a half hour. now next week is the actual one wth PM lee and im gonna be one of the few asking him questions! wee... im so excited...


alrite came home but practically did nothing today... tmr i shall CHIONG after church...

thanks to all for ur wishes

thanks to CF for being the first to sing me bdae song.

thanks to 29sc for making my face turn GREEN with gladness.

thanks to joce and cheryl for making me combat-ready.

thanks to everyone else who is about to make this already great day even better.

thanks to mum who bore the pain for me to live. along with all the efforts of bringing me up
to be a 'good' boy.

and ultimately thanks to Him who bore even greater pains, and making the past one year the most exciting one i have ever lived.

whoa... one full week since i blogged... Lester's getting LAZY...

okay... was at the new bishan library ALONE today. thx to qixiang ans shuen lin who both pangshed me for thier own partners after sakaeing...

REVIEW:

Aesthetically pleasing, strategic location. quite accesible.

inside: loooks cool and hip. unfortunately simply lack of study space. NLB should have known better that its gonna be a hub for SO many schs and there are gonna be lotsa ppl studying there. but they were measely with their tables. they should have set aside a sector and flood it with tables! aniwae, by the time i went there. the place was quite filled. youth sector was dissappointing: lotsa colours but not much useful space. useless science gadgets too...

after some unsucessful scouting, i found the perfect place to study;



THE TOILET CUBICLE! serious.

Advantages: Good lighting, VERY spacious (as its the only cubicle in the whole toilet), high ceiling, cooling and a comfy seat. no noisy girls gossiping in the background, no distracting chiobus walking past, privacy. (there was no stench and it was extremely clean!).

disadvantages: relentless autoflush recurring every few minutes, the only writing platform is your lap.


HAH! as u can see, the advantages entirely outweigh the disadvantages. dun belief? check it out urself. i almost took out my compre to do, but thought it was rather inconsiderate to other desperate shitters.

anw, went down to the childrens sector. which was ironically the most peaceful level in the whole library. not much kids, a few smart students. so i made full use of this small cushion chair and started doing my GP. budden it started to get crowded and girls seating near me started chit chatting. den more kids appeared... zzzzz.... heng got iPod....


on the whole: pretty small, collection looks promising. alot of cosy corners if u wanna relax and read, but certainly not much space if ur in for fulltime mugging. avoid patronising during after school hours /weekends / public holidays / pre exam period. However, if u wanna do some people watching, thats just the right time to go. lotsa secondary school girls! (GRINS!)


oh well i'd prob go back to the same location to study the some time soon. anione care to join me?

EXPO was legend crowded today due to COMEX...food was all gone by the time service ended... had to make do with lousy dishes...


air force open house after service today... was quite shocked to see commandoes and infantrymen during the aeriel display... got armoured summore... oh well triservice always apply... will uplad pics when i feel like it... realli took ALOT!

sian zi bua holiday like no holiday tmr got lesson again and the principal wants to see me for an 'impt' meeting... oh wells... better not be sth bad...


geog test on wed!!! zzzzz... weathering... KILL!!!



Yeah all the praise goes out to You...

The day spent at SMU was great. though the forum got abit boring at times. it was certainly insightful and got me ALOT more concious about the impacts my small actions have on the environment.

Dr Yacoob Ibrahim, Minister for Environment and Water Resourse


The proper name of the forum.



In 3 years time...

EARLY morning 4am wake up to get ready to go sch... like WAH LEGEND MAN!

5am litad i WALKED to amk central just so i can catch the bus to sch in time to reach sch at 6. by that time the short distant buses haven evev start work loh...


reach sch, put in all the effort to tie up the banner nice nice, then CAT 1!! (eh for all u jargon idots, cat one means thunder with lightning)

so everything tear down and set up at the hall again..

anw the whole teachers day event went well, xept for a few small slight cock ups and the weather... oh well...

and 29 sc = 29 saikang Champions... looks like the saikang curse will forever follow me... wah today moved like 330 chairs and tables lah...


din even had time to visit the amk tchrs.. so met up with 4/5vers... for pool and dinner... and thats all loh... zzzz... but it was great crapping with clifford and all...


did a little mental comparison with their poly life and my life now... wah... jc really no life loh... but its ok! for its a short term pain for a LONG TERM GAIN!

yeah spend the evening teaching my COUSIN stephanie limfenni ECONS! lol... was a good way to efresh my memory... and i sacrificed one piece of my notes on taxes for her. she better return me back... it hurts me so much to tear that page outta my sketch book.

if she passes her exam tmr, it will be LEGEND....


tmr i will BLOW, and BLOW, and BLOW!!! dun underestimate me, i do a good job blowing... ahaha... BALLONS lah... what were u thinking?




i dun like bronze...

yeah im back to my hotel again. but honestly speaking - its not the most comfortale of places... oh well what can i say?


many thx to queelyn for lend me CCC's CD! yay!

i REALLY dun feel like going sch tmr... we'll see how... nites..

wah today marked the end of Dr. bernard's 3 - day conference... so LEGEND! his sermons ah... WHOOO!!! realli opened up so many revelations... haven had such a wonderful weekend since such a long time...

talked to the sec 4s for so long on fri. though i was supposed to oversee training.. but i felt that my time was spent more productively with the sec 4s! jac, cheryl, karen and phoebe: SEE U IN NANYANG! =D

after that rushed off to church. me and Julius had to change in the cab! wah so legend. there was this poing of time we were both changing our pants(in the backseat) den i was covering my bottom with my no.4 top whilst changing, just then a truck approached on his side of the cab (cos truck high can see everything), den suddenly he just grabbed my no.4 top off me and covered himself, leaving me EXPOSED! WAH LEGEND OH~ heng my reaction was FAST and i already almost finished wearing my pants! julius next time u DIE.


celebrated STEPHIE'S bdae on sat... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! haha AUNTIE lo.... 15th sept okay? ;)


35 days to PROMOS?!?! and theres still open house to work on...!! Jo'an wun even spare me on a sunday, HAD to pass me the red-marked proposal... arghhh...



tmr is school again... though i wld rather stay home to study anytime... oh well...




Lord Father, thank You for a wonderful weekend. Kristas Kai Kosmos. Amen.

now my home is like a hotel, leaving before the sun rises, coming back near midniht.. only coming back to slp... the rest of the time are spent either in sch or somewhere in singapore studying... zzzz... hectic man...


now its fei chang shi qi (risky period) all the life-and-death tests... now im reallly suffering with muy combined science background. well at least it earned my my a1 for o levels - but thats all... and my maths foundation is super shaky... im so gonna suffer with all the differentiation and integration... PROMOS how? seriously considering changing classes - if they allow me to. go to some h1 maths class and take h2 geog instead... haizzzz.....


i miss the carefree days in amk.



i don't want a JC life....

some of the photos taken off the college website..


national day celebrations.. 8/8

somehow, i was shaking... not that i was nervous... hmm...




flag party: 2 land, 3 np



overall manpower tally: 3 land, 3 np *round draw*. hah what happen to the other 7 ugs u ask? hah dun ask me.. np and ncc dominated the project. ironically, the project planner was from st. john i think... behind the scene worker.


heres one of those shots that we had fun with with the photographyic society's camera; racial harmony day. never did i expect it to appear on the college website... oh wells...


haha its so what the hell rite? lol... i shall watch myself in front of the lens next time...

it just so great that during a certain period of time on friday and sundays, i get to forget all my troubles and the small nitty gritty things at the back of my head, and completely get lost in Him.. the feeling is just so relaxing and refreshing. but as soon as it ends, reality hits back like the recoil of the m16... damn - homework again..


ahh JC life SUX SUX SUX! but since i cant do anithing about it, i shall do sth about me! - that is to STUDY! wah lau... all the test coming up all over again... and nearly every teacher in nyjc is hot on my @$$.. even those who dun teach me! wah this is so legend.. eg a particular HISTORY teacher (i dun take history)


zzz im increasingly growing weak... im sick again... probably gotta give sch a miss... but im gonna make full use of my time!



by the way did i mention in my previous posts that i got a new phone? wee... finally got rid of the SE Z1010... wahah... now using N6280... and the best part - ZERO dollar! wahaha.. but upgrade my plan..

now that i have a TWO megapix cam with me all the time, u can loook forward to more crappy pics on the blog! (which means slower loading). eh that is provided i have time to upload them though.. photobucket quite retarded recently...


productive studying with dan germ and joan today... now, its time for productive sleeping!!



40 sth days to promos... zzzz...



take my hand, lead me on....

i know ppl are starting to get irritated with ne cos i haven been replying to tags and entries are all slip shot... sorry!!

haven been up to much recently just celbration at nyjc + council bbq on tues... yeah it was a fun day... ysd was spent studying in sch with von joan germ and ben... (yeah i actually went to sch on a public holiday) other than that realli not much...

realli trying very hard to switch to study mode... but its tough when u have so many stuff to attend to... tell others to prioritise, but i myself cant set my priorities right.. and inevitably, ppl are unhappy..

you know sometimes words fail me in expressing what im really feeling.. all the frustration and complication. all the times i really felt like giving up, but held on eventually. but i know through and through that i chose this path, and i will continue to walk it until people dont allow me to. till then, lester will perservere!

ok since complaining wun help im gonne take ACTION!! physics here i come....

shag out shag out... can i pause time just so i can study? or even just for a good break.

so many things happen over the weekend; FOP, NDPs... but i'll never be able to record everything cos im lazy to, and also cos i dun have the time to...


Lord multiply my time and take away all the distractions to allow me to fulfill Your purpose for me and glorify Your name. Amen.

came back at like 1 am after FOP... wah shag... one down, 2 more nights to go!!! jiayou for me!!!


ndp@amkss in 2 days.. ex students pls do come back... event starts at 0730 till latest 11am...


man gotta wake up early mr to iron my no.1 time to recharge!!! nites...

wat is the opposite of sleeping pills? i need it... oh whatever...


yay FOP the beginning of my hectic weekend... ahh i need to sleep!!!

in amkss until like 9 plus for ndp... had to wait for the yckcc ppl to come and form up their contingent... well at least the aunties and uncles were fun loving ppl... and very teachable...

wait, din mr.siva promise us young men? hmm... think he still considers himself as a child, thus the misconception...


weird dreams last night... hmm... but dreams are always interesting muahaha...


ok i realli cannot take it bed time... its more worth it to sleep more and pay attention the next day during lecture den to pia tutorial thru the night and end up sleeping in lecture the next day.

though i admit that in both ways, i cant help myself from sleeping in lecture... well at least im really trying hard to stay awake...


legend weekend ahead.. dunno how im gonna manage everything... its gonna be so exciting... and sat night gonna stay-in in school... wee! den can pia homework through the night!! hope jiang kiat comes.




one people, one nation, one singapore
one student, one college, on council.....

i think sun yan zi realli very legend... pride of the nation...

oh wait whatever happened to lee kuan yew? aint he the pride of our nation too? but how many ppl actually recognise his efforts?

way too many nation-building heroes are in the dark.. and the youths of today will probably nv know who they are or what they've done until the day they enter mandai in a flag-covered coffin. who should we really be grateful to for what we have today? is the education system not yet enough to educate the young of the achievements of these people? i.e. how many ppl actually know lim kim san was the reason we have HDB today? oh well im not even sure if i spelt his name correctly... something must really be done if we were to raise up a generation of ppl who are grateful to our forefathers and yet not take advantage of what they have done for us.


hmm whats got into me? man sure do i wanna be remembered for centuries if i had done sth as great as mr lim.

you know i wonder how the word legend got so legend... julius u realli legend liao loh soon legend will be legend famous and u will be a living legend... wah... legend ah...


saw ms darrell in town in the morning... wah her sis look exactly like her, just taller... hmm twins??? shall ask her on mon..

usual story telling session with azmi.. he and his police HTA story... maybe he's cut to be in police after all? made for the T-baton... oh pls put me in SAF...


wah next weekend is FULL UP!!! ndp + FOP + church anniversary + film fest + dialogue with MPs... wah legend! God multiply my time!!!


ever thought how life would be if you could split urself and be at multiple places at the same time? hmm sth to think about...



i don't want a JC life!

Last time....


sat with daryl this morning on the nanyang express. well its actually bus 133 but i call it the nanyang express cos its practically full brown up at that particular period of time. aniway, we strted talking about LAST TIME, when we were in amkss, how we wrecked havoc in 1/1, creatd trouble in 2/1, played with fire (literally) in sec 3, messed around in sec 4... and now we dun ever have the opportunity again... jc life is so different. still rmb LAST TIME we always did pull-ups at the door ledge, played volleyball behind the classrooms, played water war with jiying and gang nearly every other day, pon morning assembly just so we can finish copying maths homework in the toilet, mahjonged the whole nite with mini tiles at chalet, comparing PAE posting results and how he pangseh-ed me in SR and a whole lot more.


In conclusion, we sighed; last time ah last time....


there are just so many fun, mischievious, and exciting stuff u can do in sec sch dat u will never be able to fulfill in JC. yes i dun hide the fact that we get into trouble with the rules every now and then, carry out silly punishments, a couple of canings, but i never regretted a single bit of it, because it added so many pages to my life as a TRUE GREEN AMKsian.

theres still an AMKsian in me.





last time ah last time...

wah stresss ah!!

6 days no update... realli no time! everday buzy... now that my engine's really started im so gonna study study study! doing homework is addictive! was in council rm all the way till 9 pm doing maths... how i wish tan jin wu was there to see our efforts. we really tried!!

and magically, somehow, when ur buzy, extra things just seem to pile up altogether. leaving ur free time REALLY free.. funny how life works... why cant everything be magically evenly spread out instead?


and u know i really learn to cherish time in jc... less than 15 months to go. i will PESERVERE!!!



council's really great lotsa nice ppl arnd to wake u up during lectures, remind u to do work, motivate(force) u to study. basically they are great friends... but i do sure hope we all make a good council too! and i do realise i have been expecting alot from myself. i dun even know if thats good or bad...


oh and council has a MASCOT! its the mr. bean bear... way cool.. soo u'll see every councillor with a brown bear with a severed backbone (haha if u watch mr bean u will notice how his bear's head never seem to be able to stand on its own).




now for me to catch up on sleep. man do i love to pig out!

when can i get to sleep in realli?

just as i thot tmr will be whoo! the flag oarty decided to have a ndp rehearsal 7am in the damn morning... dats like ealier than normal sch day... nah biang... no sch oso become like got sch.. holiday like not holiday...

oh wel sc going sentosa tmr like whoo! i cant rmb the last time i was there... its been a while...



im so gonna make full use of my time now... how i wish i was a sony ericsson battery, den i wldnt take so long to recharge.

ok im lame gdnite

legend oh~

chi LC todae taught everyone a super impt lesson abt failures. lol talk abt failing once first, so that subsequent sucesses wld seem more significat in contrast to suceeding on ur first try.

see? i understood that theory long ago, thus my results for mid year! haha full of rubbish hor me? but aint it true? haha..


tmr another long day so zzz... i realli dun like firday's timetable, but i love wednesdays... but they just HAD to change tmr to run on fri timetable so jian...



ah why litad? so dissappointed.

JULIUS CHEN YI LIANG U BETTER BE GRATEFUL I GAVE UP SA, AC AND AJ INVEST TO GO UR SCH'S INVEST FOR YOUR SAKE OK? LIKE AS THOUGH SRJC DAMN INTERESTING NV SEE B4 LITAD... ZZZ... BE THANKFUL!


one year ago today, i was taking 'O' level chi listening. still rmb how wenyao rushed to sch from *ahems*'s hse cos he ponned sch, only to find out got listening at like half an hour b4 the thing... he pia down wearing dunno whose shoe, home clothes and had to buy sch uniform from the bkshop to enter the exam hall lmao...

aniway, one year down, its 'A' levels already... i dunno how much i have been lamenting about it already but its realli waaayyyy fast time is fleeting! sec 4s had their LC today, hope tmr's one will be easy as well. (did i say i scored full marks for the sch one?)



and just now on the way home, was walking past this relatively massive guy carrying a backpack that maked him look toot. he was wearing long sleeved shirt and trousers - typical working attire. din think much of him so continue walking on. just as he passed me, he said "i know i am the most yan dao". i was like WTH? nattral reaction when what u see does not match what you hear. lol.. i immediately turned, only to realise he was talking on his earpiece LMAO. it was funny... oh well.. liars go to hell.



legend tmr got mths test too! wah lau eh... graphing... i realli NEED to pass else promo i gone case ahhh!!! gonna go slp now wake up early later to STUDY!!! man im so GUAI!

oh sumone pls help me...



i dun wanna be a history maker!

ah h2 maths will only get chimmer... dan says got differentiation and integration... im like WHAT? all over again? im so not ready to go therough the whole process of it... amaths @ 'O' levels was already a torture.. i have no idea how im gonna make it for 'A's... hais.. for a degree at SMU, somehow it will...

alrite finally got my hair cutted like finally! not very nice cos the auntie that cuts my hair usually is on vacation to hongkong... zzzz... oh well... 6 dollar haircut - not bad liao lah hor? but gotta cut again in 3 weeks time leh.. NDP woots.

getting council badge tmr wee!! after soooooo long... some recognition at last. oh well im not usually the superficial type but i dun think anonymous heros are cool. alrite im realli spoilin my own image now... *zips*


Served in ministry again today... somehow or another when i serve i cant draw into His presence... hais... i need a greater sensitivity to the Spirit!!! i realli dun feel like serving so often. just wanna sit with the cell group and realli enjoy the servce but CANT! oh well, God, this is for You!


hmm tmr is school all over again... praise God friday is the polling day make-up holiday, and thursday is SR invest so will be missing some lessons. well i dun even noe if dats good or bad now... hmm... whole week full of meetings, meetings and more meetings.. why cant everyone's timetable be the same like in sec sch, den arranging meetings wun be so difficult, den ppl who end at 12 wun have to wait till like 5 for a short meeting... zzz...




I dun want a JC life!
(to the tune of army songs; i dont want a army life)

wah legend buzy i dun even have time to cut my damn hair its freaking long now (according to ncc standards). tsk tsk bad example! i promise by next sat i will find time to cut my hair.

wah talk about sleeping in. i would be glad just to sleep ENOUGH!. piang eh every morning 6am wake up since like dunno when every single day even weekends...! i dunno when will be the next time i dun have to wake up early! ooh coming friday is polling day holiday! like finally... yay can sleep all i want! ok 5 more mornings den i can get a darn good rest... man im overworked.

went back to NY in the afternoon, and amksians were there for band prac... felt so qin qie when i saw them... like in comparison to my fellow councillors. hais i know i should be the last to be feeling this, but i cant let go of the green uniform (no, not my no.0 4)




ahh i dont wanna be a history maker in NY!!!



i don't have to look like a good president to be one

wah lau 5 days neh blog.. cant rmb the last time... im sorry!! but realli damn buzy.. sry to those who have tagged realli no time to reply u but dun stop tagging!! (yes cindy i missed u)

so many things coming up!! wah lau i nedd like 30 hours a day! but if i had that much time, it wouldnt be fun eh?

ahh so many things to tell evryone but but but... argh!!! got time den say lah... im so damn guai im off to do maths tutorial now... lester turn the leaf from old leaf to new leaf le... (im being lame). pls help me be a good boy!




Oh, what can i do to seal, this union i have with YOU!

thx everyone for tagging... realli appreciate it. it heartening to see that this place is not rotted after i dun blog for 2-3 days or so...not gonna reply everyone, but heres a summary: yes theres chi oral at A level, and it sux. dw, thx for announcing, and maths syllubus shld be revised. and theses a evil and dark side in eveyone *hiak hiak hiak*


dedicate the rest of my post to my dearest part Bs (now specialists) . i unfortunately had to miss their ORD todae for some sc events management course which was useful - only to a certain extent. hais this is damn sad i missed both RODs this year... DAMN. and for the rest of u readers, i realli dont wanna put u people thru the agony of reading this lenghty chunk of text which would have no relevance to you. so u realli dont have to read it. but it makes me feel realli good to have a chance to say it all out here. this is, no matter, my blog.

To my Part Bs. (though you guys most probably wun read tis, as much as i want u people to)


Its amazing to see how you guys have grown. been 2 years since the day i first took over u guys from lawrence. my first thought: this is gonna be a challenge. i wasnt wrong. it is immense work bringing u guys together. the times me and staff edward stayed behind after training and 'cried' about the strife of taking our individual platoons. no doubt it was difficult, and the job was often discouraging. seeing the weekly strength going on a downward curve, i constantly asked myself what i was doing to u guys. but i never regretted what i did, though i know i could have done better. soon i had to let go but i knew you ppl were in safe hands. however, i was not ready to leave just like that. you people were largely the reason i came back in december 05. 6 months down, i am truly shocked by the change each of you guys have undergone (though some people never change). some of you are like a totally different person altogether. but im sure that for the 16 of you who are left, the change is for the better. im realli happy to see people like binghao, darren and khairani in ur midst, but the cadet im most proud of is alvin; the one and only cadet whom i sent home even before training proper began. im realli shocked that u have perservered to make it thus far as i would never have imagined from the beginning of my term, and im sure the rest of the amkss ug would agree. the unity that you people have wasnt strong to begin with, but over the last 6 months, i can see the tremendous improvements, perhaps due to all the shit that u were going thru. as usual, choosing the top 5 among you people wasnt easy, but i sincerely hope that all of you will work together closely for the next one year, just like how you have for the past 2 and a half. drilling u all as cadets for the last time today, i could feel the gladness u guys must have, finally taking over. the last hentak was touching in its own way, i left with tears in my eyes. my fellow friends, ur journey has just begun. many things are on their way, but im sure as a platoon, u will enjoy this time of further trials and tribulations.

and though i choose never to say it, in my eyes, u guys are the BEST.



clt lester.

The jumpmaster says, shuffle to the door, the deep sea had never look so small, so small before. HEY! Here we GO~

im gonna K.O already...

will update when i have the enerygy.

keep those tags coming in pls thx...